Emergency...

my heartbeat...fast>faster>fastest>
my mind...
worry
>so worry
> super worry
> duple...triple...quadruple WORRY><
because my lovely grandpa just inside the emergency wad...
when we receive the call from my auntie
...all of us heading to hospital...
we pray all the way
...he's coma...

he's no idea with everyone there and what we can do
JUST PRAY
I intended to go CG and pray for him...but lastly receive the call and we rush to hospital...i can't make it to there...and yet keroro is leaving for Australia soon...can't meet him for the
LAST .MOMENT...='''(

on the way heading to hosp...my six sense telling something to me....
he will be save successfully ...he must be alive...
i'm so sure about it...i know everyone is praying for him....
even for my CG friends...
we'r not Christian but a Buddhist ....
but i just want to try what ever that can make him awake from emergency wad....i need all for him

thanks GODs of Buddha and Christian ...
my grandpa currently is stable and he recognize us =)
please...i hope he's leaving the hospital..
.i hope his body works lik usual as b4 and i got chance to play and hv nice ...
fun with him again .
...I MISS THAT MOMENT...

WELL...its another BAD NEWS...=(
my pian0 teacher passed away due to cancer ...she's just 35++
omg...its a bad news on friday...
hope she can live peacefully in heaven...praying for her...

she's the GREATEST PIAN0 TEACHER...
She taught me and i graduated of grade 8 within 6years *she tried to push me and teach me everything in shortest timing....since she knew that i m not young anymore (i started to learn piano when i'm form 1)...
i appreciated what she done for my own GOOD...




SHE CHANGES MY LIFE...
i'm now in the same position with her...
i'm also a teacher and i trying to be better and improve myself ...upgrade myself to ATCL...
like her...i'll try my best to get distinction for U ...4 ATCL...



i know if u knew abt tat u will be happy ...bt n0w i only can tell u in other way...
i don't have any chance to give u that HONOR in person...
anyway i do really feel thankful... u teach me without selfish...

u are my GREATEST TEACHER...
I'M IMPROVING AND
UPGRADE MYSELF
TO BECOME A GOOD TEACHER LIKE U
...I'M VERY GRATEFUL THAT I MET U ...

after all these....i felt that life is very short and precious
u don't even know what will happen tomorrow...
a ppl who smiling in front of u at this moment
tat will be the accidentals that u can't meet him/her any more for the next day

so PLEASE APPRECIATED TAT U'R ALIVE
AND ALL UR LOVER AROUND U
...
DON'T MISS THE CHANCE TO TREAT UR LOVE ONE
IN THE RIGHT WAY
IN THE RIGHT TIMING
...

i do hope i live with no regret ...but...we can't estimate everything...
i have miss the chance for once...i'm not going to repeat tis mistake again...
i will always rmb 'Opportunity seldom knock twice in ur life"

still i wan to remind myself that
let bygones be bygones
...things will never come back...
***please hold it tight right now ***


i hope tat i can forget about disagreement that happened in the past
**i'm trying now**
i'll keep telling myself N0T TO repeat such a foolish thing in my life ...
i'm feeling regret for a things tat happen on Sept 2008 till now....





i wan to wash it down....clean my mind with tis...i wan to forget it forever and its hard to make it by frank....aikzzzzsss
why life should be like tat...#mad#