well ...my diary is outdated nowadays ~but still i rmb wat had happen~~it fresh in my memory
5th SEPT 09, SAT
hAppy 19th birthdAy t0 my beloved cousin
i hope tat she is happy and healthy
s0rry for belated wishes from me here~~i f0rg0t t0 sms her since i w0rk till late and s0 tired
4th SEPT 09,FRI
dentist day again and of cz should hang out with y0y0~~ watch m0vie tat we argue b4 THE ORPHAN~well a touching movie tat show a mother so protective for her children without care about her's live~and try the best to save her children from the esther ~`the fake orphan~~she is definitely a professional murder~
frankly speaking tis was the 2nd time i went int0 t.s cinema and the 1st time was 3 years ago ~~it seems not familiar for me~~
after m0vie~~i m hugging y0y0~~HUG HER cz i think her heartache still not recover yet~~i think she same lik me can';t sleep and having bad appetize
it seems very delicious~~but we couldn't finish for both ppl ~~just ate half~`
and these `~~i hate mushroom~~i did't eat much~~both 0f us just s0ts0t ~~our appetize just bad enough~~couldn't finish a meal`~
we sat there f0r chit chating about 3hours after the m0vie~~talking and touching feeling tat a ppl L0VE S0ME1 is blind ~heartache~omg~~i just never try b4 ~~i should try ~~but i couldnt find my target~~=='''~~and i felt ~~for both days人生充满着矛盾～ 你爱他，他却爱她，但那个她也不接受他的爱。。。结果就是最后双方都不能得到快乐。。。看到你们俩我恨我自己只能眼睁睁的看着你们痛苦。。。
without mk up face~hope wont scare u
damn terrible shoot~~now is chinese's july ~~anything???
just bought nice outfit tat i lik
casual look from me for tat day ~~and i just can said tat I M T00 TIRED, just sleep for 2hours then can't continue anym0re~~
3rd SEPT 09, THU
movie night .... meet y0y0 after our arguement for a week~~feeling wierd and yet le0 als0 weird t00~~
nvr headed to m0vie when the 1st day of screen~with y0y0, my sister, thomas, le0 and me~
THE movie just s0s0 graded B~not so terrible and not so cruel tat as i expected it ~~
when i met y0y0~~we just laugh and saying tats just really weirdyyyyyy~~omg~~
after the m0vie we sent my sister and thomas back ~~and we saw his mother~he just really guai zaiiii ~~heeeeheee
b0th of them make me feel heart pain
since one of him is hurt by a girl and yet he will never give up
ant gal feel heartache bcz of looking him hurt badly by the gal tat he loves as much as he could~but finally wat he obtain??just heart broke~~and mem0rise~~
b0th 0f them are my bEST friends what should i do ??just accompanying them heartache at the same time and yet for both of them ~~one is lik tat ant also lik tat~~wat i could say just ~~love is unexplainable and blind~~mayb i just can feel but not in person~~since i never LOVE some1 deeply ~~no target tim~~pity me~~
I Appreciated both of them ~i m not goin to lost any1 of them ~~i just want 3 of us friendship f0rever~~but i couldn't sleep at night ~~i contribute a solution~f0r him~ how about her??? keep-on asking myself~~i should help tw0 of them ~~both of them tat i care s0 much ~~just can't sleep and appetize s0 p00r~~
2nd SEPT 09, WED
I THink our friendship is going to recover ~and yet we feel weird to face each other
i think if we can pass through f0r tis obstacle we will have our long journey in the future...
i d0n't want to choose either you or him~i just wan tat 3 of us can be FRIENDSHIP FOREVER endless.....i just wan both of you ....i d0n't mean t0 hurt any0ne 0r l0st any0ne i just wan u both be at my side...tats all
1st SEPT 09, TUE
after a week of holiday back to kinder ~~back of full with energy wuhu~~
g0tta w0rk out for my eggtart ~and prepare the dance for 6years~~sweat~~
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